Now that I am back on the radar, I can finally find the time to do this wonderful thing called writing/venting/blabbing etc...
I am sorry I have neglected my blog for some time. When you have to find an apartment within three days, attend numerous appointments, re-organize your life, all the while working full time, blogging is the last thing on your mind. I am le tired.
At this point, I realized that I am both an open and closed book. I know...confusing, right? In some aspects of my life, I can talk about anything openly and not give a damn what anyone thinks. In other aspects, I am a complete concrete wall where no one can get through to me for information.
Allow me to explain: I recently broke things off with my long term boyfriend (hence my apartment hunting). It was the single most difficult thing I had to do in my life however I realized my happiness is more important than anything else. To tell my close friends and family what had happened was emotionally crushing. I ignored gushing my life on Facebook and Twitter therefore barely anyone knew. Actually, I am sure many people still don't know...until now...guess the cat's outta the bag.
I found out I hurt some people for not telling them of the breakup.
This downright pissed me off. Sorry, guys (not sorry). While I appreciate people being supportive and lending a helping hand, I am a big girl and don't always want the world to know of my current life changes. The last thing I need is more stress to add to the list.
If you ask, I will tell you (briefly). If I need your help, I will tell you. If you want all the gushy details, buy me a few drinks first.
Despite my concrete wall, those who I have opened up to have been amazing. Simply amazing. I love you all and you mean the world to me. To those who I have yet to tell, I will still love you and I know the kind words coming my way will lift my spirits even more.
"I'LL BE THERE FOR YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU"